Author's note: Yes, it's me--back again for the 4th foray into "Kathryn's Rainbow". I hope you enjoy. Dedication: To the kids in pond jr5 (ej and crew). Hope y'all like! :) Blessing Number Two by Cheile From an outside observer's point of view, the starship christened Voyager would resemble a silver hawk--swift, sleek and sure. And if the observer were on the port side, they would be able to see into a large window, which revealed a bedroom. In the bedroom, an auburn-haired woman lay asleep in her bed. From a certain angle, the observer would also be able to see through a doorway into a smaller room, which housed a crib that held a sleeping auburn-haired baby. If the observer would have continued watching, they would have seen the woman's eyes flutter open, then abruptly scramble from her bed and dash out of sight, only to return minutes later, pale-faced. Kathryn Janeway slowly moved to sit on her bed, her stomach still churning. She felt nauseous and achy, but slowly a smile grew on her face. *If my suspicions are correct. . . .* Her thoughts were interrupted by a cry. She hopped up, then braced herself as another wave of nausea hit her. "I'm coming, sweetie," she called. A minute later, Kathryn came into the smaller bedroom, where eleven-month old Kearstin was standing up in her crib. "Mama, Mama!" she cried gleefully. "Good morning, sweetie." Kathryn lifted Kearstin from her crib and gave her a hug and kiss, which the little girl returned. Kathryn changed Kearstin, gave her a bath and dressed her, then herself. "Da?" Kearstin asked as Kathryn was brushing her hair. "Daddy's on the bridge." Kearstin didn't have too much hair, but what she did covered her head and was the rich auburn of her mama's. It was enough to gently brush out and put a small plastic barrette in. Kathryn quickly braided her own hair, then picked up Kearstin. "Are you hungry, sweetie?" Kearstin nodded. "All right, we'll go see what Neelix has prepared, hmm?" Kearstin clapped her little hands together. "See Unc' Nee!" she cried as they headed out the door. Without a doubt, Kearstin Janeway was Voyager's little sweetheart. As Kathryn headed for the mess hall carrying her daughter, Kearstin cheerfully greeted each crewmember they passed and even demanded that Mama stop for a few obligatory hugs. Even a harried crewmember would spare a smile and a wave for the little girl. The mess hall was partially filled, as those on break were grabbing a snack and others who had been on gamma shift were having breakfast. Most everyone said hello to Kathryn and then to Kearstin, who squealed, waved and offered a few more hugs. "Unc' Nee!" The cheerful Talaxian morale officer briefly abandoned his spot behind the counter to greet his "other" favorite niece. Taking Kearstin into his arms, he hugged the little girl, then tickled her face with his whiskers, causing her to squeal with delight. "And good morning to you also, Captain." He gave Kearstin back to Kathryn, then resumed his place. "What can I get you two?" He began to rattle off the list of dishes, which included fruit and biscuits. "The Doctor said that even Kearstin can eat it if I scoop out the seeds and cut it into small pieces for her." "I'll go with fruit and biscuits. Kearstin won't eat much and I'm not very hungry." "Go ahead and sit down--I'll bring it out to you as soon as I cut the fruit up." Kathryn turned and braced herself as nausea threatened again. She took a deep breath, then made her way toward an empty table. "Ann-ka!" Kearstin squealed. Kathryn looked up. "Good morning, Seven." "Good morning, Captain." "Ann-ka!" Kearstin demanded, holding out her arms. The former Borg arched her pale human eyebrow. "What is it you require, Kearstin?" "Hug!" Kearstin's tone was an attempt to emulate her mama's "command voice". Seven's eyes rolled ceiling-ward, but she reluctantly allowed the child's arms to wrap around her neck for the briefest of moments. "I must get down to Astrometrics. I will have the report you requested finished today, Captain." "All right. I'll see you later, Seven." Seven nodded and started heading for the doors. "Bye-bye, Ann-ka!" Kathryn vaguely heard Seven mutter something about "speaking to Lieutenant Paris regarding his unnecessarily teaching the child her human name" before the doors closed behind her. Kathryn shook her head, a smile forming and went to sit down, only to realize she'd forgotten Kearstin's chair. Shaking her head, she started to rise again, but Neelix came up at that second, the platter in his hands and the baby chair hanging over one arm. "Here you are, Captain." Neelix set the platter down before her, then started to unfold the chair. "I noticed you forgot Kearstin's chair, so I brought it over for you." He fastened the chair to the side of the table. "Here, I'll put her in." Carefully, Neelix slid Kearstin into the chair. "One foot on each side, sweetie--that's it--and sit up. Let me strap you in--there you are!" Kearstin laughed merrily and tugged on Neelix's whiskers. He unwrapped her hand and admonished her gently, tossing Kathryn a wink. "Let me know if you need anything else." Neelix bustled back to the kitchen area. Still feeling nauseous, Kathryn only ate a little bit. Kearstin ate nearly all of hers, but by the time she was done, her adorable face was a mess. Kathryn cleaned her up while Neelix cleared off the table. He bid Kathryn good-bye as the two left. * Six hours later, Chakotay left the turbolift and walked to his quarters. He was looking forward to spending a little time with Kathryn before she went on. He tapped in the door code and walked in. "Kathryn!" "Shh! I just got Kearstin to sleep." Kathryn exited the nursery. "Sorry." Then he took a better look at her pale face. "You all right?" She nodded. "Just a little tired." He stepped forward, taking her into his arms. "Are you sure?" He tilted her chin up to look into his eyes. "Trust me--I'm fine." She reached up a hand to trace his tattoo. He smiled and leaned down, melding his mouth to hers. They kissed until she became breathless. "Well--I have to be headed to the bridge." "So soon?" "Seven told me earlier that she'd have a report finished by this afternoon--and you know how she gets about wanting my response." "All right. But I expect you to make up for this later tonight," he teased. Her eyes sparkled devilishly. "Oh, I will, Commander, I assure you." Leaving him with that, she sashayed out the door. He shook his head. Kathryn hurried into sickbay. The Doctor looked up at her approach. "Hello, Captain. What can I do for you?" "I want you to scan me. Tell me if there's anything different. And be quick about it--I'm on duty soon." "I'm a doctor--not a slave," the hologram grumbled as he picked up a tricorder. He set it, then started scanning. After a minute, he paused, frowned, then nodded to himself. "Mm-hmm." "Well?" The Doctor tapped in another command and ran the wand around her stomach again. "Congratulations, Captain. Maquis number two is on the way." Kathryn paused only long enough to give him a "don't be an ass" look before letting her joy fill her. She almost didn't hear the Doctor as he rattled on about prenatal appointments and how to eat. She took the padd he'd given her and thanked him. "Perhaps I should have said on *her* way." "It's a girl?" "Healthy nine-week-old female." "When's my approximate due date?" The Doctor punched something into the tricorder, then rattled off the approximate stardate. "Or, were we back home, the equivalent of Christmas Day." Kathryn smiled to herself as she sailed out of sickbay. *A Christmas baby--how wonderful that will be.* * Her duty shift seemed to drag on forever. If she had really wanted to, she could have given Tuvok the bridge. But she told herself sternly that she would not allow her morning sickness to overcome her. Finally, it went away. The second the delta shift crew came onto the bridge, Kathryn left as quickly as possible without making it look too obvious. She reached their quarters in record time. Putting on a calm face, she walked in the doors and was greeted by the sight of her husband kneeling with his back to her a few steps away from Kearstin. She was standing a little unsteadily on her feet. "Come on, my girl. Come to Daddy." Kearstin tried to pick up a foot, but fell backwards onto her rear. As Chakotay helped her up, her sharp little eyes spotted Kathryn. "Mama!" Chakotay turned, greeting her with a full-dimpled grin. He rose, lifting Kearstin up as well. "About time you noticed me," she teased, stretching up to kiss him. "I knew you were there," he returned. "I wanted to see how long your patience would last." "Very funny." The moment was interrupted when Kearstin loudly began demanding a hug. She was given a long one and several kisses. Kathryn looked down at her daughter's sweet face and felt a warm feeling fill her. She turned to her husband. "Chakotay?" "Yes, my love?" "How would you feel if I told you that Kearstin will soon be a big sister?" "You know I'd love to have another child with you." "How about in seven months?" His eyes widened. "You mean--you're--we--" She nodded, eyes shining. "Oh Kathryn, this is wonderful." He looked down at his little girl. "I already have one beautiful child--and now I'm lucky enough to soon be blessed with another." "Mama?" Kearstin was looking back and forth between the two, utterly confused. "Sweetie, soon you will be a big sister." When her confused look grew, Kathryn tried to explain, "You know how Mama is a big sister to Aunt Phoebe?" Kearstin nodded. "Soon Kearstin will be a big sister when Mama has the new baby." "Ba-by?" Kearstin repeated. "That's right, my girl," Chakotay put in. "Mama is going to have a baby." "Our ba-by?" Kathryn hugged Kearstin close. "Exactly, sweetie. Our baby." * (a month later) "Happy birthday, dear Kearstin! Happy birthday to you!" Kearstin squealed happily as Neelix brought over a chocolate-frosted cake with a big number one candle on it and the words "Happy first birthday, Kearstin" written in pink icing. "You have to blow it out now!" Naomi Wildman told Kearstin as Neelix set the cake before her. "Make a wish, sweetie," Neelix encouraged. Chakotay helped Kearstin blow out the candle and everyone clapped. "What did you wish for?" Naomi asked. "Ba-by hurry up!" The crew exploded with laughter at this. Kathryn smiled at Kearstin and gently smoothed her errant curls. "I'm afraid it doesn't work that way, Kearstin." "Uh-oh, Kearstin. You were supposed to keep your wish a secret. It won't come true if you tell it," Tom teased. B'Elanna elbowed her husband in the ribs. "Stop being a pig. It's her birthday." Neelix removed the candle, but before he could cut it, the birthday girl went into it with both hands, coming out with two frosting-covered fists. One handful she flung out, nailing Tuvok between the eyes, the other she aimed for her mouth. "Cake anyone?" Tom quipped. Everyone laughed. "Very amusing, Lieutenant," Tuvok said coldly, wiping away the frosting that had hit the bridge of his nose. "I made an extra one since I knew she'd do that," Neelix said, bringing an extra cake from behind the counter. "I remember Naomi doing the same thing." "I did not!" the red-faced half-Ktarian girl protested. "He's right, Naomi. You did," Samantha said. "Oh yes. The second Neelix turned around, you went in with both hands," Kathryn laughed. "You ate the first handful, then decided to start target practice. Your mother was closest, so she got the worst of it and the other handful you threw out grazed me. I didn't get hit directly, but I ended up with purple frosting in my hair." Naomi groaned while the adults laughed gently. The incident was soon forgotten as Neelix began to pass out the cake. An hour later, the cake had been polished off and Kathryn had cleaned off Kearstin's face and hands. The crew simply decided to mingle for awhile. Since there were so many presents, Chakotay and Kathryn decided to open them later and send thank-you notes to everyone's personal database. The mingling had been going on for about fifteen minutes when Tom approached Kathryn. "Captain, Harry has an announcement. He's too nervous to ask you himself." "Nervous?" she repeated, puzzled. The pilot grinned. "You'll understand why in a minute." She nodded, then borrowed Chakotay's water glass and lightly tapped a spoon against it to get everyone's attention. The crowd quieted. "It's come to my attention that Harry would like to make an announcement." She nodded to him. Now that all eyes were on him, he flushed nervously. He took a couple deep breaths, then turned to Seven, who was standing beside him and took her hands in his. "Seven," he began softly, "we've known each other for three years and been together for a year now. You may still be Borg in your heart, but I've come to love that about you--along with a lot of other things." He took another deep breath, let it out. "Will you marry me, Seven?" It seemed the entire group held their breath as they awaited Seven's answer. The seconds seemed to crawl by like hours as the emotions flashed across Seven's face--anxiety, uncertainty, then lastly, a hint of contentment. The barest of smiles formed on her face. "Yes Harry, I will form a two-member collective with you." Harry blinked, then a huge grin formed on his face. He wrapped Seven in a tight hug; oblivious to the others gathered in the mess hall, then bent his head to kiss her. She stopped him, touching her fingers gently to his lips. "Harry, we are not alone. It would be improper to engage in an overly affectionate display." Everyone laughed quietly at Seven's seeming lack of modesty, but Harry didn't even notice. "Well, Harry, Seven, congratulations," Kathryn said. "Harry and I must discuss the necessary accommodations," Seven said. Kathryn nodded. "Of course." She and Chakotay exchanged an amused glance. Eventually, the party wound down and Kathryn called an end to it. The Delany sisters helped Chakotay carry the armload of presents to their quarters, while Kathryn carried the half-asleep birthday girl. * (two months later) Harry and Seven's wedding was a little more lavish than Kathryn and Chakotay's, but still rather quiet. The humorous highlight of the event was when Kathryn asked "Annika Elisabet Hansen, do you take Harry to be your husband?" and Seven answered "I will comply" instead of "I do". Kathryn was in her fifth month and beginning to show. 16-month-old Kearstin was confused by the fact that her mama was getting bigger until she came up with her own theory which she proposed to Samantha Carey--"Mama swallow ba-by!" Kathryn herself had her own array of small problems--pregnancy symptoms that were determined to act up at the most inopportune times, like during the week-long negotiations with the Baruchi--a people that were gracious, but extremely sensitive. Especially the Prefect's wife, Nakatet. When Kearstin cried at the deafening clang of the temple bells, Nakatet humphed. Prefect Anatoli managed to soothe her by pointing out that "all younglings are scared of loud noises". When Anatoli's nephews refused to play with Naomi Wildman, Nakatet blamed Naomi. Anatoli apologized to Samantha and Kathryn out of Nakatet's earshot, explaining that his wife refused to see that her brother's children were spoiled brats. The week dragged on and on the last night, Anatoli held a banquet for his council and the crew. Everything was going fine, until Kathryn caught the scent of the main course--a laboriously prepared roast --and her stomach rebelled violently. Without time to explain or apologize, she fled the banquet hall and barely made it to the courtyard before getting sick. Chakotay had come after her and he held her till it was over. After the nausea had passed, she rose shakily. Chakotay slipped an arm around her waist and led her back to the banquet hall. B'Elanna met them at the side door. "You don't want to go back in there." "I think she'll be fine now, B'Elanna." "Trust me--you don't want to go back in. Anatoli's stupid hag of a wife is bitching about how you've insulted her, her husband and the entire Baruchi High Council." She snorted in disgust. "I tried explaining to her that pregnant women of our species get nauseated at the drop of a hyperspanner, but would she listen to me?! Of course not!!" Her eyes narrowed dangerously. "I didn't like that woman the second I set eyes on her." B'Elanna's words proved true. As soon as they stepped inside, they could hear Nakatet screaming in fury. The universal translator wasn't translating it, but her tone of voice said plenty. And the second Nakatet spotted Kathryn, she descended on her. "I have permitted the misbehavior of the crew's younglings. I have endured the insolence of that one," she flung an arm in B'Elanna's direction, "but I will not stand for this insult! My cook spent all day preparing that gecha bird--and you've insulted her as well! And furthermore--" "If you'd shut up and listen, I *told* you why she's sick," B'Elanna growled. "Silence!" Nakatet snapped. "Why, you--" B'Elanna snarled. Tom quickly grabbed her to restrain her, while Chakotay turned a stern glare upon the Prefect's wife. "Nakatet, please listen. My lieutenant speaks the truth," Kathryn said. "I truly did not mean any insult--please forgive me." Nakatet snorted in contempt. "I want them gone," she snapped at her husband as she swept past him. Anatoli apologized several times over and accepted Kathryn's apology for rushing out. He said he would have the final load of cargo sent up with them so that they would be ready to go in the morning. "And may the Great Goddess bless your coming youngling," Anatoli added in his farewell the next day. "And also you and your crew." ** (Four months later) "Three weeks," Kathryn mumbled to herself. She groaned as she tried to push herself upright and failed. Kearstin looked up from her soft blocks. "Mama hurt?" she inquired. "No, sweetie. Mama's just tired." Kathryn managed to right herself the second time around and got to her feet. "Three weeks," she murmured again. The baby kicked as if in agreement and Kathryn smiled, resting a hand on her stomach as she moved to stand by the viewport. Kearstin abandoned her soft toys and half-crawled, half-toddled over. She scrambled up onto the window seat, setting her ear against her mama's belly. Kathryn stroked Kearstin's hair as she watched the stars streak by. *Three weeks,* she thought. *Kearstin's second Christmas--with a very special Christmas present.* * (Christmas Eve) "I thought you'd be dragging me to sickbay by now," Chakotay said as he filled Kearstin's stocking. Kathryn let out an unladylike snort. "How much you want to bet me we get up tomorrow morning, we barely start in on the presents, and my water breaks?" He chuckled at that as he stacked a small array of packages next to the viewport. "No negative thoughts, Captain," he teased. "It's Christmas." "Very funny, Commander. Now if you're done, I need help getting up." Chakotay complied, lifting her gently in his arms to carry her to the bedroom. * (Christmas morning) The bedside chrono read 0535 when B'Elanna left her husband sleeping soundly--one arm thrown above his head, the other resting by his head on the opposite side, fingers barely touching his cheek. She moved into the main room where their small tree was set up. A faint smile formed at the sight of it, knowing how odd it would look to anyone outside of the crew--a tree inside quarters of a starship. But that had been Tom's brilliant, sentimental idea. Somehow, Tom had replicated a couple of pinecones and had found a way to extract the seeds. Careful cultivation plus some reluctant help from the Doctor ("I'm a doctor, not a gardener," he had griped) had produced a mini forest of 15-20 dwarf Douglas firs in one corner of the hydroponics bay. The little trees grew no taller than B'Elanna herself was. Their tree was roughly two and a half feet tall. Tom had blown six weeks of rations for a string of automatic multi-colored lights, a set of 12 miniature glass balls and a little gold-and-silver star for the top. B'Elanna's Klingon side had scoffed at this, but her human half rather appreciated the sentiment. They were fifty years' journey from home, yet he had done so much to make this holiday special. *Especially considering I haven't had a 'real' Christmas since Daddy left.* Her eyes skimmed over the small pile of presents beneath the tree. Several each to Tom from her and vice versa, one for each of them from Harry, one for them both from Joe, Samantha and Naomi, one for her from her engineering staff and a couple from the Captain and Chakotay. But none for the baby that should have been alive--the little one who never got the fair chance Kearstin got; the chance to live. Her vision blurred abruptly and she had to force the lump in her throat back. *It's Christmas. I will not cry.* But it was in vain. A minute or so later, she felt another body press up against hers and warm arms wrap around her. She leaned into the hug, burying her face against him. "'Lanna, please don't cry. Not today--today is supposed to be a happy day." She sniffled, then sighed and raised her face to his. He brushed her forehead with his lips, then sat by the tree, bringing her with him. They never left each other's arms for most of the day. * "Mama, Mama!" *thump* Something small and solid hit Kathryn's chest. She groaned inwardly and opened one eye. Kearstin was sitting triumphantly on her, hair a wild tangle. Chakotay stood in the doorway, assuming a purely innocent look. "Morning, sweetie," she murmured, slowly sitting up. "Mama up! Chris'as!" "All right--I'm getting up." Slowly, Kathryn rose, shifting Kearstin to sit on the bed as she got out and pulled her hair back. Then she lifted Kearstin up and moved into the front room, giving her husband a hello kiss on the way. The present opening took roughly an hour, punctuated by Kearstin's happy squeals. When at last it was over, Chakotay moved the few fragile gifts out of reach of little hands and replicated a cup of tea for Kathryn. She sighed and leaned back against him. "In a few days, hopefully, I can go back to coffee." Chakotay smiled and gently caressed her belly. The tender moment was interrupted by a wail. They looked up to see Kearstin pawing through the torn gift wrap. Apparently finding nothing, she sat back and began to sob. "Sweetie, what's wrong?" Kathryn started to rise, but Chakotay shook his head. He moved to pick her up and bring her over to Kathryn. Kearstin buried her head in Kathryn's neck and continued to wail. "Kearstin, tell Mama and Daddy what's wrong," Chakotay said gently. "San'a--not--" "Go ahead, sweetie." "San'a C'aus--not bring--ba-by," Kearstin sniffled. It took the two a minute to figure it out, but when they did, they both had to hide their smiles. Then Kathryn explained gently that that Santa had not brought the baby so that Kearstin would get to have Mama there at Christmas. So Kearstin was happy once again and the rest of Christmas Day went by smoothly. * (two days later) "One, two, three--push, Captain!" "What the hell--aaah!--do you think I'm doing?!" Kathryn screamed. Kathryn's labor had begun early that morning and was now progressing past the nine-hour mark. But despite the time length, everything was going well, even though the expectant father was about ready to lose his sanity. "That's it, Kathryn," Chakotay said. "Breathe--one....two...." Chakotay suddenly found himself jerked down by the collar to come nose to nose with an enraged Kathryn Janeway. "I swear, Chakotay--if I live through this, you'll--" She was cut off as another contraction ripped through her. "Kath--Kathryn," he gasped. "I--can't--breathe." "Good!" she hissed. He managed to pull free. Kathryn tried to grab him again, but he wisely ducked. Another two hours and one bruised cheek on Chakotay later, Kathryn delivered a healthy, screaming 6 lb., 3 oz. girl. Chakotay whooped, Kathryn cried and the Doctor was caught between rolling his eyes and smiling. "And her name will be?" the Doctor asked. "Cheyenne," Chakotay said. "Cheyenne Noel," Kathryn added, her eyes focused on the bundle in her arms. The Doctor nodded with a smile, entered it in the official ship's log and then left the new parents to their privacy. In the captain's quarters, Tom Paris was putting Kearstin to sleep. "Mama have ba-by?" "Not yet, sweetie. She's having it right now. The baby will be here soon." "Oh." Kearstin pouted prettily, then she turned big brown eyes to the pilot. "Story, Unc' Tom?" "You bet." He carried her to the window seat. "See all the stars out there?" "Stars," Kearstin repeated, nodding. "Well, there's an old saying that says when you wish on a star, your wish will come true." "Wish--true?" "Yup. And if you're little, it always works. So go ahead--wish for something." Kearstin scrunched up her face in thought briefly then opened her mouth. Tom gently covered her mouth. "No no, sweetie. If you tell me, it won't come true." "Wish--not true?" "Only if you say it aloud. You have to keep it a secret--so only the star knows. Okay?" Kearstin nodded, then rubbed her eyes. "Okay, bedtime." He carried her to her crib and set her in then drew her blanket up over her. "Good night, sweetie." "'Night-night," Kearstin mumbled, already halfway asleep. "Computer, lights down to 4%." The computer obliged and Tom left the nursery. "She asleep already?" B'Elanna asked. "Out like a light." "Chakotay to Paris." "Yeah, Chakotay?" "She's here." "That's great, Chakotay. Congratulations. How's the Captain doing?" "Exhausted, but fine." "How's the baby?" B'Elanna asked. "Just perfect. Six pounds, three ounces. She looks like Kathryn already." From the background came Janeway's voice. "No, she looks like *you*." The other three laughed quietly, then Tom asked. "So what's her name?" "Cheyenne Noel." "It's pretty. I like it," B'Elanna said. Tom agreed. "How's Kearstin?" Chakotay asked. "She's fine. Just got her to sleep." "Good. I'll be coming to check on her later." "All right, Chakotay. See you then. And congrats again." "Thanks, Tom. Chakotay out." * (two weeks later) "Chey?" Kearstin asked, looking down at the tiny form in her mama's arms. "That's right, sweetie." Chakotay entered their quarters. Kearstin ran to him and he swung her up for a hug and kiss, then he came over to greet Kathryn. Lastly, he dropped a tender kiss upon Cheyenne's brow. "I have good news. The Doctor told me B'Elanna's pregnant again." "Oh Chakotay, that's wonderful!" Kearstin's eyes grew wide, then she cried "Wish!" Both parents turned to look at her. "What, sweetie?" "Wish!" Kearstin cried excitedly. She pointed out the viewport at the stars. "Kearstin, what do you mean?" "Unc' Tom--story--wish--star." "The old wishing up on a star child's tale," Chakotay guessed. Kearstin nodded, pointing out the viewport once more. "Mommy still doesn't understand, sweetie." Kearstin pointed at the stars, then her pointing finger moved to a photo of B'Elanna, then next to her baby sister. When Kathryn's expression didn't change; a scowl grew on Kearstin's face. "Wish!" she cried, stamping her little foot indignantly. Kathryn shook her head again and gave Chakotay an amused look. "Mommy is *very* confused." "Wish--true." Kearstin pointed again--first at the stars, then at the photo of B'Elanna and once more at Cheyenne. "Wish--Aunt 'La--ba-by." Legal B.S. Paramount owns main characters, I own Kearstin and Cheyenne. Copyright February 1999 by Cheile. Comments, please? cheile@hotmail.com